Tuesday, April 07, 2009

My God Cannot Be Contained in a Religious Container!

Why? Because He told me that He is uncontainable.

I have a question that maybe you can help me with. Why do we spend tireless hours defining what God cannot do and what we cannot do as Christians? We spend more time defining the boundaries of where we would like to see God move in our lives than we do just pursuing Him and asking Him to define who He is and not what He can’t do.

My God is an uncontainable God who is not a figment of my imagination, feel good philosophy, or a fairy tale hero. He is and always will be a person who is crazy about you and me.

My God is my Savior, friend, lover, and King who wants to fill your hearts with His fullness and to sink you into His garden of love never to fear again whether or not you are worthy of love.

As a matter of fact He wants you to become uncontainable too. He desires that you would know His love and walk in His power so that the world can experience my uncontainable God.

If you are fearful that in your pursuit of Him you might become deceived and be carried away on winds of false doctrine rest assured that my uncontainable God will keep you from error as you press into His presence and personality. (I will stake my life on it.) It is in those moments that we take our eyes off of Him that we begin to sink (Ask Peter.)

In the days to come you are going to be told and you will hear that Christianity is dead or on its last breath. For many it will seem that way, but if you are one who will draw close to the flame of His presence you will not lose heart and you will know that Jesus Christ is alive and well.

Forever ruined by His love,

Jim & Christie Wilbur

Monday, March 30, 2009

The Antidote of Awareness

Several weeks ago I picked up a book that has been on my bookshelf for quite some time and has remained unread (until now). The title of the book is "A Passion for Fullness" by Jack Hayford. As I began to flip through this book the following arrested me and has not let me go since:

"The greatest monster threatening abounding fruitfulness in my life...isn't lust, greed, conceit, or error; it's the unperceived smugness that drugs the soul with the notion that our boundaries of understanding God are the boundaries of His readiness to reveal Himself to us...He isn't asking us if we think we know everything...He's asking how much are we willing to receive of Him-of the newness of His Spirit today!"

As I read that I was acutely aware that over the past several years my smugness wasn't only unperceived but it was obnoxiously apparent. I had somehow decided that I needed to be the authority on everything and in the process lost my pathway to His presence.

I had boxed God in and decided that He didn't need to move anymore that I needed Him too. The problem is that God does not respect my boxes and as a matter of fact the last time He was in a box if you touched it you would die.

The good news is that if you were or are like me there is an antidote that carries the cure for a smug soul. It is the antidote of awareness that freed my soul and opened my eyes to see and taste that the Lord is still always good!

As I was praying one day God showed me an inner picture that helped me. It was a picture of a series of two inner chambers that were separated by a door. The door was prayer and as the door was open there was a continual flow of the glory of God from God to me and back to Him. The Glory was symbolized as a golden river that flowed continually as the door remained opened. The door (prayer) was propped open by a door stop which the Father showed me was awareness.

It is the awareness that awakens my heart and allows me to see and hear what the Father is saying and doing. A.W Tozer defined it this way "A habitual conscious communion" with God.

I do not have to strive or work my way into His presence I can just go and so can you. In Ephesians 3:12 Paul tells us that it is our faith that gives us access to the Father with freedom and without fear.

So won't you join me today and ask the Father to reveal Himself? He is ready, willing, and able to provide you with an antidote for your smug soul (if you need it). He is drawing you into a place of surrender so that He can gather you close and whisper the mysteries of His heart to you if you will just look and listen.


Forever ruined by the Father's Love,
Jim and Christie Wilbur

Saturday, February 14, 2009

My Beloved

It’s you I’ve been looking for all my life…
Someone to hold me, fill me up, and not leave my side.

My heart is so guarded from heartbreak and pain…
To let you in now; what can I gain?

I hear your words in my head, of love, and promise to set me free…
But how can I trust you when I just don’t see?

I’m broken, and hurt; damaged you might say…
You will have to get through my heart of stone, and make it a heart of clay.

Shape me; mold me with the promise of your words so true,
That “It’s my desire to lavish my love on you.”

Help me to love the way you do, without strings or expectancies that see to be all I see…
Only you can do this Father, Please love on me.

Establish me Abba with all your heart and soul,
I am yours now to make and mold.

Freedom I get when you pour over me like rain, and I want to be soaked.
You take away my fear, you overwhelm me and now my future has hope.

All my earthly love is refined now that
“I am my beloved’s and my beloved is mine.”

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

A Culture Of Fear

The other day as I was driving and listening to the radio it occurred to me that today the greatest commodity that has escaped a down economy and has not lost a beat on Wall Street or Main Street is …FEAR.

Our society today is living in a culture of fear that permeates every fiber of the people that we see daily. If we are not cautious it can dominate the Body of Christ as well.

If you pick up any dictionary you would probably find something like this as a definition for fear:

Fear- “a distressing emotion aroused by impending danger, evil, pain, etc., whether the threat is real or imagined.”

This latest political tsunami titled the “Stimulus Bill” was based in and motivated by fear (and greed). The majority of the Headlines read like a horror novel stating: “If we do not pass this bill it will spell impending doom for all”.

But, this is not just a problem in the political playground it is evident in the realm of relationships and the courtyard of the Church.

It could be fear of; failure, rejection, poverty, abandonment, being inferior, not mattering, being unforgiven, being alone, death, punishment and the list goes on and on and on and on!

People are living FEAR-FULL everyday and what is happening is that they are becoming HOPE-LESS with each waking moment.

I recently heard the best explanation of hope “The expectation of something good” and any area in my life that is HOPE-LESS is an area where a lie is present and active.

The most incredible truth about Fear is that because of the Father’s Outrageous Love we do not have to live FEAR-FULL! We can live full of His love. His pure and perfect love will (if you allow it) displace every ounce of fear that fills your heart.

Monday, January 19, 2009

2009- The Year That...

There are certain toys that stick out in the memory of everyone who grew up in the 70’s. As a guy, I have fun memories of Stretch Armstrong, Rock’em Sock’em Robots, GI Joe with the Kung-Fu Grip. I loved my Evel Knievel action figure; you’d wind up the launcher and Evel would jump off our flat carport, land on the driveway, and take off down the street after the neighbor’s cat. Totally cool. Most everyone I knew had a Toss Across, a Spirograph, a Six-Million Dollar Man or Bionic Woman, and everybody had a Magic 8-Ball.

It’s human nature to want to know what’s coming. Whether it’s simple curiosity, some deep-seeded fear, or a desire to profit and control. The Magic 8-Ball may not have been the best tool for predicting the Super Bowl, but every kid (and their parents) asked it a question about life, shook the ball, and waited for the floating 20-sided die to pop up in the window; the answer was usually: “Ask Again Later”.

In a time when many people are tentative or outright afraid of the future because of economics, politics, or some other-ics, we tend to shake whatever 8-Ball we can find to give us some kind of stability. Many people had their worlds shaken in the past year, and those that were looking to 2008 to be a year of new beginnings weren’t really prepared for the way those new beginnings began. Prophetic words aren’t a Magic 8-Ball, and we must be careful not to use them as such. Every year, we look to prophets to predict what kind of year it’s going to be, and if we don’t know how to receive a word, we can get hurt.

The point, the goal, is always Jesus. A really honest reading of the Bible leads us overwhelmingly to Him and any word from a prophetic voice should also draw me closer, and increase intimacy with Him. If it doesn’t, then I have to ask why. If some fear is in control of me, then it becomes a filter for everything I hear. If I believe that the world is going to end next Tuesday, everything I read or hear I can pass through that fear filter and adjust the truth to justify my belief. If I feel that nothing ever goes right for me, that something terrible is bound to happen, then no matter what good I hear, I will feed the fear which controls my world.

Before God gives you any word through the Bible, through a person, or straight from His heart to yours, He wants to deal with any fears, judgments, or filters that could alter what He is wanting to tell you. The Bible tells us in 1 Corinthians 14.3 that prophecy builds up and encourages and comforts. If you aren’t often encouraged and built up, you need to find out why! Even in the Old Testament when Nathan confronts David with his sin concerning Bathsheba and Uriah, it is to ultimately restore David, not to destroy him. God is not out to punish, He is giving life, and restoring hearts, and equipping you for destiny. God is not the one who kills, steals and destroys, but we act like He is.

Let Him examine your heart; where are your fears coming from? Where is my anger rooted? Why am I judging that person? Let Him take you to the core of each one, with the understanding that conviction is always to bring you closer to Him, not to push you away. It is His delight to restore you, His joy when we allow Him to go into our hearts and tear down the filters. Whether He leads you to repentance (changing the way we think), forgiveness, thankfulness, healing, worship, joy, creativity, or all those and more, a life lived in and from His Presence like this means we never need a Magic 8-Ball. Even if we don’t know what may come tomorrow, we just don’t care like we used to because we know He is there tomorrow.

Ok…so having written that, I actually do believe that I have a word for this upcoming season. But I want you to test it. Does it bring you closer to Him? Does it encourage and bless you as it is intended? Does it build you up? Because if it doesn’t, then toss it away. But if it does, then take it to Him and ask how it might apply to you.

What I have seen in my time with Him is an outpouring of wine on fire. Maybe in the next blog I’ll detail that vision, but the main point is this- as millions of us worshipped Him, caught up in how amazing He is and how He is love itself, there was an overflow of blazing wine from heaven to earth. What I believe He is saying is this: a new wineskin is needed for a wine that no one can contain. It is a paradox. Wine is joy and healing and life and love, and fire is holiness and purification and renewal and change. No man is able to create a structure to adequately contain both. Only Holy Spirit can do that. I believe that there is a season coming, that is here, in which we can be “drunk” in the Spirit, and yet totally sober about the tasks in front of us at the exact same time.

I am convinced that God loves paradoxes because there is always an element of faith necessary for a paradox to be grasped. In Hebrews 4 the author writes for us to be diligent, work to be at rest. How does it makes sense that I work to be at rest? That’s just it- He has to teach us; we have to live in His Presence so that the paradoxes of His Kingdom are normal, that the supernatural is normal.

He is giving His beloved rest, and yet training our hands for war at the same time. We are to be carriers of rest, joy, and peace while we are kicking in the gates of hell. Drunken warriors that scare the daylights out of every demon in your path.

His word is strengthen yourself (rest, restore) in Him, and then pursue, overtake, recover all that the enemy has taken. In I Samuel 30, David and his warriors were doing what they thought they should, fighting the enemy. When they came back from battle they found that the enemy had taken their families and all they owned. Nothing was left. They were already exhausted, and now were wracked with fear and anguish and depression and confusion, and blamed David.

David apprehended God. He could have chosen depression, rejection, fear, rage, or suicide. Instead, he strengthened Himself in his Father. David poured out his heart and found God’s Presence. From this place God told him to pursue, overtake, recover all. In that covenant, David was to pursue the enemy. In this covenant, and in the word I feel He is giving us, we are to pursue Him.

What are we recovering? Jobs? 401ks? He cares about those, absolutely! But He is first after the recovery of our hearts. He does not want any political, religious, or fear spirit in control of His children. He wants us to recover words He has given us in the past that have not yet come to pass, many that we have forgotten. There are some words you have in old journals that pass the test of encouraging and blessing and equipping that are soon to be fulfilled if we will learn to live in and from His Presence. If we will live in the paradox of resting in that Presence and yet apprehending every opportunity that is in front of us to bring His life and love and power, we will see our lives and families thrive no matter what the circumstances may be around us. In creating a new wineskin for your life, part of the paradox will be in the recovery and restoration of much of your past.

The best part? When we are seeking to be with Him, you don’t have to worry about Him telling you to “ask again later”! Let’s look forward to 2009 as the year that we learned to live in His Presence.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009




Bent Frames and Broken Windshields
(Our Distorted View of God)


Have you ever seen a person that is walking around with glasses that are missing an arm, or they have been broken in half and taped backed together just too barely get by? What becomes very evident quickly is the fact that the person’s view of things is obviously obstructed.

It is the same effect to have a crack in your car windshield that affects your visibility. As a matter of fact, it is usually illegal to drive with a crack in your windshield that obstructs your line of sight while driving.

If you happen to chance it and continue to drive, there is a good possibility that the long arm of the law will reach out and touch you.
In the same way that your view can be obstructed by bent frames and broken windshields in life, your view of God the Father can be obstructed and distorted by your experiences.

Believe it or not the things that happen to you and the people you come into contact with have a direct effect on the way that you see God.

Over the last several years, this has been very apparent in my own life and the many people that we have worked with and ministered too.

As a result, of circumstances, situations, and scenarios in each of our lives each of us has formed a concept (either knowingly or unknowingly) of who God the Father is. The problem remains that most of our ideas and images of our Father in Heaven are fractured and the result is a futile attempt at intimacy with the one who has loved you since before the foundation of the world.

In the book Agape Road author Bob Mumford (www.lifechangers.org) speaks to the very heart of this issue:

Nothing in American Society has been more twisted and damaged than the concept of Father. No one in the history of the world has been more misrepresented than God the Father. He is easy to malign, condemn, and speak against because He does not defend himself. However, in the damaging of the concept of Father, our whole society is bereft of security, identity, and belonging. It is urgent that we see the Fatherhood of God restored. This is what Jesus came to do (see John 14:6). (Pg. 29)

It is clear to see the reality of this statement lived out on the stage of everyday life no matter where you turn or who you come into contact with. It is important as a believer to be rooted and grounded in His love so that we can be part of the solution and not the problem of restoring the Fatherhood of God not only in the church, but in the society as a whole.

If this has not gotten your attention quite yet, or maybe you are still in denial, here is another fact bit to shake you awake.

On September 12, 2006 the Chicago Tribune ran a story entitled Study: Americans not losing religion by Manya A. Brachear. Please do not let the title fool you because the heart of the matter is found toward the end of the article.

This was a survey that was conducted over a period of years and was very extensive and thorough in scope and reach. The research team asked questions to a large group of people covering a variety of topics regarding God, His character, and behavior.

They discovered that Americans overwhelmingly had four views of God: Authoritarian, benevolent, critical, and distant. Here is a quote from the article.

A person’s view of God directly affects how an individual sees the world and interacts with others in society, said Byron Johnson, a sociology professor and co-director of the Institute for studies of Religion at Baylor, a Baptist university in Waco, Texas. Catholic and mainline protestant participants opted for a distant God. White Evangelicals or Black Protestant Southerners described God as authoritarian-highly engaged and angry. Midwesterners leaned toward highly engaged but not so angry- a benevolent God.

Here again we see that the concept of the fatherhood of God has been damaged and the Devil has done his best to destroy any clear picture of the Father for many people.

The only way to combat a lie is with the truth. This is why it becomes of the highest importance to renew our minds as believers with the Word and with what the Father is really like.

As our concept of the Father begins to change, and we are able to realize that we are loved and find our security, identity, and belonging in the fact of the Father’s love then we are able to share that truth with others.

This is what Bob Mumford calls the source of society renewal. “When people are able to see through us a Father, who is compassionate, gracious, slow to anger, merciful, truthful, faithful, and forgiving their lives will change. This is and will be the source of society’s renewal.”

Forever ruined by His love,

Jim and Christie Wilbur

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Sunday, January 11, 2009

More...

adj.more, (môr, mr)
Greater in size, amount, extent, or degree

I don't know about you, but I know that there must be more when it comes to our relationship with God. I am not implying that I am not satisfied, however I am hungry for more.

I want to take you with me as we take a fresh look at one of my personal favorite scriptures. There are several that I would classify as favorites, but Ephesians 3:15-21 definitely finds itself in my personal top ten.

I entitled this more because I believe that is where most of us are in our own walk. You could be a brand-new believer, or you might be a seasoned veteran (whatever that implies.) I have personally found the more I journey in this relationship with God the less, I know, or that I need to know.

My prayer is that as we journey together that the Holy Spirit will fan the flame that is burning in your hearts that is calling out for more. I am reminded of a song that I heard that is sung by the Tehilla Toronto Worship Band entitled “More.” The lyrics remind us that there must be more.

There must be more than this
Oh breath of God come breathe within
There must be more than this
Spirit of God we wait for you.
Fill us anew we pray.
Fill us anew we pray.

Consuming fire fan into flame
A passion for your name
Spirit of God fall in this place
Lord have your way
Lord have your way - with us

Come like a rushing wind
Clothe us with power from on high
Now set the captives free
Leave us abandoned to your praise
Lord let your glory fall
Lord let your glory fall

That is exactly how I feel, and I want to share with several truths that I believe could possibly change your life. When we recognize who we truly are and understand who God really is then we are released into an incredible relationship that will truly see the dreams and desires that are hidden in your heart come into reality.

I believe that there are many truths that we can extract from this passage that allow us to grasp the truth that Paul was praying over the church at Ephesus and can be applied to us today.

My hope and prayer is that you become hungry and expectant about what God is about to do. Something that we may have never experienced. I know that we want to see this happen and quite often we are looking at other people to take our lead from.

I encourage you to stop looking to your left or right but to look up and get ready to experience a spiritual explosion in your own life as you recognize your true worth and value as a co-heir with Christ.

I will leave you with this passage that says it all. Get ready to experience No Limit to what God can do in your life if you will only allow it.

Paul's Prayer for Spiritual Empowering

14 When I think of the wisdom and scope of God's plan, I fall to my knees and pray to the Father, 15 the Creator of everything in heaven and on earth. 16 I pray that from his glorious, unlimited resources he will give you mighty inner strength through his Holy Spirit. 17 And I pray that Christ will be more and more at home in your hearts as you trust in him. May your roots go down deep into the soil of God's marvelous love. 18 And may you have the power to understand, as all God's people should, how wide, how long, how high, and how deep his love really is. 19 May you experience the love of Christ, though it is so great you will never fully understand it. Then you will be filled with the fullness of life and power that comes from God. 20 Now glory be to God! By his mighty power at work within us, he is able to accomplish infinitely more than we would ever dare to ask or hope. 21 May he be given glory in the church and in Christ Jesus forever and ever through endless ages. Amen
Eph 3:14-21 (NLT)


Forever ruined by His love,

Jim and Christie Wilbur